I need to write, I need to write, and I can’t write at my previous blog. I terminated a friendship and I’d rather not have her know what’s going on in my circle. I’ll write about that later.
I need to write because I am job hunting. And I need to clear my head, which is what blogging does for me. It gets the thoughts out so that I can concentrate on what matters, like that interview I have in a few hours.
Right now I am temping at an internationally renound publication. It’s a 5 week gig, so I am also interviewing during lunch, meeting with recruiters after work and such. The interview I have is with a huge corporation, very well-known and in the news recently for not so good reasons. However, the area I’d be working in is apparently doing well. It’s an area I know well, having worked in that world previously. It’s an area I’d ideally like to leave in my past, but now is not the time for idealism. Bills are piling up, and I have a kid that needs clean diapers and organic fruits and vegetables.
I don’t have the luxury of choice. The economy is sinking. But if I were dreaming, I’d prefer to work in an area faaaaar away from the area I have the most experience in. But I’m not going to get those types of job offers. Not now at least. The hope is a job, any job, with health insurance benefits and decent hours. What I will not compromise on is my work/life balance. I will not again work 50-60 hours a week, year-round. My family comes first. This does not change.